Don’t assume things! It just makes an ass out of you and me.
May 2010
April 2010
I’m definitely crying myself to sleep tonight.
Talking to me for hours every night doesn’t help me get over you.
Moar Ghosts n Stuff - Deadmau5
I’m actually in a really good mood but I still wanna rant.
So lately, I’ve been very confused with my feelings. I see things in front of me that I should pursue, but deep inside I know better. I know there’s a time and a place for things and I can’t push them. I can’t rush fate. If something is meant to happen, then it will. I know sometimes waiting around can seem like death, but I can’t let myself feel like I’m waiting. I don’t wait. I move on. I just want to let things be!
Laidback Luke & Lee Mortimer- Blau (Original Mix)
Listen to this Thelmz. A-Trak mixed it at Ultra.
vamos allí donde no espera nada
y hallamos todo lo que está esperando.” —Excerpt from Soneto IV, Pablo Neruda
1) Are you really ready for 111 questions?
Yes.
2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
I noticed the question said “real”. No, it wasn’t. I learned a lot from it.
3) Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.
4) Who did you last say “I love you” to?
Probably Tony.
5) Do you regret it?
No, I love my Tony Danger. He’s like mah child!
6) Have you ever been depressed?
Yeah.
7) Beer or liquor?
Liquor.
8) Are you a boy or girl?
Girl.
9) What is your relationship status?
Single.
10) How do you want to die?
I don’t think about this.
11) What did you last eat?
Brownies :)
12) Play any sports?
I used to play basketball. I can probably still kick a penalty shot, too.
13) Do you bite your nails?
No, I hate that habit.
14) When was your last physical fight?
I’ve never been in a physical fight.
15) Do you have an attitude?
Felissa has an attitude.
16) Do you like someone?
I do, unfortunately.
17) Where were you born?
Hialeah, Florida.
18) How old were you when you learned to read?
I was an early reader. 3, I think.
19) Are you gonna get high later?
No, I don’t smoke.
20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
I don’t hate the person, I hate what he’s doing to me.
21) Do you miss someone?
I miss somebody every damn day of my life.
22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
I give it the twirlies.
23) Do you tan a lot?
No.
24) Do you have any pets?
No :(
25) How exactly are you feeling?
Like chit.
26) Ever eaten food in a car?
All the time.
27) Ever made out in a bathroom?
Haha! Yeah.
28) Would you take any of your exes back?
Definitely not.
29) Are you scared of spiders?
Tarantula ass spiders, yes.
30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
I would, only if I could come back though.
31) Do you regret anything from your past?
A lot of things.
32) What are your plans for this weekend?
I have no plans. I don’t want to plan anything ever again!
33) Do you want to have kids?
Yes.
34) Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with an M?
Yeah.
35) Do you type fast?
I’m a 90’s kid. Of COURSE I do.
36) Do you have piercings? How many?
Yes, 5.
37) Want any more?
Yeah, I do.
38) Can you spell well?
I’m an amazing speller.
39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
A lot of people. My high school friends mostly.
40) What are you craving right now?
Passion fruit juice.
41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yes.
42) Who would you like to see right now?
I would like to see a certain boy.
43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes and I fucking hated it.
44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
Haha I don’t think so.
45) Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
I hope not.
46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes.
47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
No.
48) Would you have children with someone without marrying them?
I wouldn’t want to.
49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Yes.
50) What should you be doing?
Sleeping.
51) What’s irritating you right now?
My situation.
52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
I have.
53) Does somebody love you?
I like to believe so.
54) What is your favorite color?
Blue.
55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Many times.
56) Do you have any tattoos?
Nope.
57) Do you have trust issues?
Sometimes.
58) Do you have any siblings?
Yeah, 2 brothers.
59) How many times have you been in love?
Never.
60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Not anymore.
61) Have you met anybody you could picture yourself marrying?
Yes. :)
62) What do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you?
He probably thinks I’m a fat bitch.
63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Carlos.
64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
No.
65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.
66) Is this year the best year of your life?
So far, yeah.
67) Do you have any nicknames?
Panda.
68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
Haha, no.
69) What physical feature do you find most attractive in the sex of your sexual interest?
Smile.
70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Yes.
71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Be incredibly drunk.
72) Who would be your bridesmaids/groomsmen if you got married tomorrow?
Aw, I don’t know.
73) What is bothering you?
How unfair life can be to me.
74) Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Yeah.
75) Do you play the Wii?
When I had one.
76) Are you listening to music right now?
Yeah, Silversun Pickups. <3
77) Do you like Chinese food?
Love that ish.
78) Do you know your family’s birthdays? what are they?
Dad and Jose: May 2nd. Mom: December 28th. Luis: August 2nd.
79) Are you afraid of the dark?
No.
80) Is cheating ever okay?
No.
81) Are you mean?
When I need to be.
82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
Never.
83) Do you want to live in your hometown for the rest of your life?
No, I want California.
84) Do you believe in true love?
Sure.
85) Do you believe in destiny/fate?
Yeah.
86) What is your favorite season?
Fall.
87) If the world was going to end in 2012, what would you do before then?
Tell everyone how I feel about them, try all the drugs I’ve never tried before, drink my liver away and dance.
88) Do you like the outdoors?
Sometimes.
89) Are you currently bored?
Yeah.
90) Do you wanna get married?
Yes.
91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
Sure.
92) Are you hungry?
Ugh, no.
93) Have you ever made out for more than a half hour straight?
Yes.
94) What makes you happy?
My friends.
95) Would you change your name?
Nope.
96) Ever been to Alaska?
No.
97) Do you like to watch movies?
Yes.
98) Do you watch the news?
Yes.
99) What’s your zodiac sign?
Leo.
100) Do you like Subway?
Of course.
101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? When was the last time you kissed them?
It definitely wouldn’t be hard. I kissed them this weekend.
102) Your best friend of the opposite sex tells you they like you, what do you do?
I knew it, Chip! Lol.
103) Do you talk like your friends?
Always. (Except for Friday when I turned off my phone all day)
104) Do you believe in revenge?
Not anymore.
105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
Oh yeah.
106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yes.
107) Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Tony.
108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
No.
109) Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
I had deep conversations with my girls during Girls Night.
110) Favorite lyrics right now?
Am I free or am I tied up?.
111) Can you count to one million?
I totally can.